Cindee Tabares

The last years have been full of trials, pain, & tears. I went from my mother being diagnosed with cancer, caring for her and helping her recover, to being diagnosed with severe depression, then getting covid and being furloughed from work. My faith in God has been shaken to the core, but I never stopped praying. Thankfully my mom fully recovered and is cancer free, but when it comes to the most intimate prayers to God, they have seemed unheard, unanswered, or answered in a way that was not what I wanted or expected. Right now, I am facing difficult & challenging situations in a foreign country, I am scared, all alone, & far away from home. My loneliness consumes me, I’ve been rejected & hurt immensely & repeatedly and my faith and hope in God wavers. I need a miracle, to heal me of my past and anything that binds me and to open me to find a life-partner/true love. I am already 36 years old and feel that I will be alone and lonely forever, sometimes I just want to disappear and not go on, I crave a partnership and to be loved, I want a family and a purpose, it’s all I’ve ever wanted and life is not worth living without one. I pray for meaningful relationships in my life that help me get closer to God in this time of distress in my life. I pray for happiness. I never submit prayers, because I know other people need more important things and I sound selfish, but I am reading a book on God’s miracles and it tells me that my prayers & needs are important too, so I am submitting this now. Thank you for your prayers.

Received: April 15, 2021